Last Day


Today, 26th May 2009 will be my last day in penang again.. tomorrow will go to KL and start the another stage of my life~ uni-student life.. I like that kind of life.. freedom~ independent~ explorable~ it's fun~ but somehow.. my mind still stucking.. many things need to be settle and think about..

Just settle all my luggage.. my shirt is too many.. 1bag is insufficient.. @.@ haha~ all together I got 4 big bags to take and 2school bags on my shoulder.. it's a long journey~

My last day~ full with different kind of feeling.. exciting.. worrying.. think this.. think that.. haiz~ soon need to adjust to new environment.. new friends.. new roomates.. new classmates and new lecturer.. all this rush into my mind in a split of second.. but somehow..

I know that i can cope with this.. just like 1year ago.. go to melaka alone and explore myself..

=Penang-Melaka-KL=

will be my 3states that I grow at.. my memories.. my life~

need to go soon~ miss you all guys~ will only online if I got chance in UM.. take care and goodluck~

Goodluck for all those who will go to uni soon..^^

To all the members of H3P8 tHE bEST iN tHE bEST~~


This post is specially wrote for all the members of H3P8 tHE bEST iN tHE bEST..
Actually.. everytime when I am typing the words " H3P8 tHE bEST iN tHE bEST".. There is a sense of... somethings... somethings that can't explaine about.. even we are not in class H3P8 anymore.. even we are ex-matrican now.. but.. we still using the word "H3P8" to describe us.. it seem to be like it is with us since we step into KMM.. "matriculation-KMM-H3P8" three words that will automatically come to our mind when we talk about matrix..

Here.. there is some planing here..(just plan.. just want.. but not yet comfirm..).. that.. kak shishi and quah will like to organise a reunion party for H3P8 tHE bEST iN tHE bEST badge 08/09 at KL.. since most of us get ukm and upm... but maybe the plan can works.. not sure.. not everyone have free time~

There is a annoucement here.. for your information:

quah um maths
leng ukm forensic
zahidah ump engineering
adzha ukm medic
salleha (under kementerian kesihatan) nursing
shimah utm human resources
afif ums e-dagang
kak shishi upm bacelor sn pembangunan manusia
aiman none none
syimir usm nursing
seha usm maths
ayuni upm bchelor sains n ksihatan
fyqa unimap biosystem engineering
dalila upsi sns pertanian
akila utm account
hana ums food service
mas uitm sns comp
peeka uitm sns comp
p0g0h uitm sns math pengurusan

*for those who got more infomation than me.. add it to comment or contact me personally. I will update this as soon as possible..

A Sharp Corner in My life...

19june 2009 morning 11:37:42am, a click on my computer.. typing my ic number.. then hit send.. a page come out.. I put my head down.. my eye suddenly went blur.. from top I scanning down..

Quah Khai Yan
90121707xxxx

and.. ya.. this is me.. I am on the right page.. I keep scanning downward..

UM

This wake me up.. UM?!.. not bad then.. my heart is burning.. exciting.. my eye turn shiny.. my blood is running fast.. suddenly....

Taniah.. Anda ditawarkan kursus yang berikut:
major maths

MY GOD!!!!.. my eye turn black.. my heart stop pumping.. my hand stun.. I open my eye and see the screen again and again.. ya.. no mistake there.. my eye is doing his job.. my eye said it's maths..


Everyone have his/her own dreams.. the ambition.. it's so important that someone have to depend on it to keep survive in this century.. me.. too.. has my own dreams.. after studied organic chemistry in matriculation,I found that the molecule is fun and I start to falling in love with her.. so I decided that pharmacy will be my future job,my career.. but.. starting from 19jun2009 morning 11:37:42am.. my thin-glass heart fall down and ~piang~.. it is broken.. I suddenly fall into darkness.. nothing..

Maths?!.. ya.. I am good in maths.. but what can I do with maths?!.. although you may say that why I am so emotion since I get into UM,dream uni for most students.. although you may say that I am so greedy that since I already has UM in my hand.. but.. here.. I want to say that:

what is the difference between 2 similar shoes with one is rm300 but the other is rm60??
The difference is that rm300 shoe has a nike logo on it but rm60 none..

WHAT I WANT IS THE SHOE.. NOT THE LOGO..

I will more happy if I get a pharmacy in xxx university compared to UM maths..

I turn off my computer and lying on my bed.. keep my eye close.. ya.. somehow.. I got somethings that is related to maths.. it seem to be like I can't go on with my life without it.. everyone like/master/interest on that subject due to a particular reasons.. but if you gonna ask me why I like maths, I will thinking deep and at the end I will say.. no answer for that.. it's with me since I was born.. and.. I just like it..

Faith.. and I believe on it.. EVERYTHINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON.. my little sister tell me this.. and ya.. it's true.. when I was standard6.. my dad appy Heng Yi High School for me and I was very happy.. and I am accepted initially.. after 2days,the school call to my dad and say sorry for the mistake.. again.. my heart breaks.. and I have to take my secondary study in Sacred Heart High School.. today.. I flash back.. IF.. I don't study in SHHS, I won't succesful as what I am today.. it teach me a lot.. and I feel that I should be happy with the rejection from Heng Yi..

Again.. after SPM.. where to go?.. I have made my plan.. I wanna go for form6 and doing well there.. I brought form6 books start reading even the SPM result is not yet out.. but.. again.. a sharp corner.. I get matrix.. after doing a hard decition.. I go.. and.. from 12may2008 till 17april2009.. I NEVER REGRET I WAS THERE.. and I have a wonderful 18 in KMM.. the memories.. bury deep in soul.. I won't get this if I go for form6..

Now.. I plan to go for pharmacy.. but it turn out to be maths.. and now.. I believe in faith.. it should lead me to where I should be.. may be I will glad that I get this and not pharmacy..

My life is changes from stage to stage.. and every stage I grow.. I learn.. I fall and I get up and continue my time line.. sometime the decition is not in our hand.. we have to accept the harsh decition and keep it on with a pure heart full with hope.. and may be someday.. you will find that this should be the path you should take..